Update as of 1PM Pacific MondayHuge outpouring of love has me back in my calm. I love and appreciate everyone for helping me out of this. I will keep you updated on my new happiness. I may delete the below as to not reinforce it and also i will later explain more clearly my loa stand, its not that I dont believe it its that I dont like how some people choose to try and explain it, its a faith thing, which i have much more of than 10 hours ago! 🙂
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explain more later
I choose to allow delightful happiness and joy now.