ye old roller coaster

I get a feeling like sometimes my body is filled with toxins and all I can do is sleep, or worse I would love to sleep but cant cuz my tummy has too much activity going on

this roller coaster is getting old

I know IBS is related to chronic fatigue and I can see how maybe my body is just exhausted from the extraneous effort it takes for me to digest a meal which is of course required, if I could stop eating I would just to feel normal

and yet one day last week I was fine so it seems to be about 2 good days a week or good moments within not so good ones so I am focusing on getting as much done as I can when the good is happpening

I just get deceived that everything is improving if I have a few good days in a row then everything crashes and its almost as if it would have been better to not have the good days